I have been taking some time off from the spiritual. I went to NYC with my daughter and left my computer in LA. I purposely sat everything I was doing down because my heart was growing weary of what I was hearing in the world. Nothing but women being maligned. The men are going after women, there is about as much violence going towards women as there is in the wars killing our children. I am as sick of it as I can be. Men come into this world through a woman, it’s the only way to get here. Yet they would kill us off while everyone stands and watches.
Women are killed for having breasts and a vagina, some women are killed because they don’t have a vagina, yet! Some women are killed because they worship God or Jesus or Allah or Buddha or Joe, or Mary, or a tree or the wind. We can be killed for saying the wrong thing at the wrong time because the wrong ears were listening. Some women are killed because their partner says if I can’t have you no one can. Some women are killed because their partner just doesn’t want to deal with them anymore and hell I am not paying you child support. Some even kill their children.
There are woman whose bodies are mutilated, they don’t own their body, do you own yours? I live in America and am middle aged and the other day in central park a man became interested in me as I walking and caused me great distress as I was walking by myself was very much alone. In that moment I realized again as I woman that that large man could have had me and not one person would have done anything about it. I stood amongst others unwilling to take another step, then I sat down and he just kept watching me. Finally he got I wasn’t moving so he did! Uncool!!!!!!!!!
I am constantly surrounded by people with their head in the sand, or up their ass. Children are being screamed at, husbands are yelling at their wives. I stared at one man berating his woman, I just kept looking at him as he was going at her, then I said,”are you talking to a woman with that mouth, didn’t your mother teach you respect?”
Every time I do that, because frankly its instinct for me to stand up to bullies, I am aware of the danger I put myself in, frankly I am ready to start training tae kwon do again, really, do want a piece of me???
My daughter who I hold in highest esteem has with the loss of a child, inside her, like the others who have lost a child, the pain that surpasses all understanding. So I when my heart was disheartened my the hard hearted people around me I needed to be with her. I need to know that the power of a woman still exists. All I hear now is screaming. So I stand next to her righteous and the knowledge that my granddaughter will be tough like us.
There is so much loss and so much pain and in our world we are distracted by the bullshit of men. We are still giving away our power, is it in hope that man might still turn this around? We women are giving birth to men and it is men that are destroying women, so ladies we are doing a disservice to the world by not holding control over our families and loving our men enough to teach tolerance. It starts at home!
In the end it will be women who fix this, the men are busy trying to control everything. The women need to get back to work. Stop being a victim, feel inside of your self the power of creation. God put it inside of us we are the fruit of God, the bearers of life, not men! NOT MEN! The job is ours, not theirs!!!!! SO women I need you to get back to work, love your family enough to sacrifice your ego and do your job, raise your children, love your partner and do it until the job is done!
I want my children and grandchildren to live in a world where the women are cherished for being the life blood of humanity and men are cherished for keeping the treasure safe. For there is no power greater for a man than the true love of a great partner. And if they knew that, they would stop killing us.
Mothers teach your children well!