As per requested, I guess, how else do you explain it, I spent the first 10 days of the year on my back, over the toilet, on my knees, praying for death. God has an exceptionally good sense of humor and a high tolerance for my screaming into the universe, no matter what “they say” if no body is in space then who hears my screams, so why would God care! So scream I did, sick as a dog, why me God!!! That was the first part of my new year. Yeah new years!
In the spiritual tradition it is said that the first 12 days of the year set the stage for the upcoming months of the year, day 1 corresponds to month 1 and so on. One way to look at it is I will be sick and tired of most of this year, because I spent the first 10 days sick and tired.
So I will rewrite what it means to be sick for the first part of the new year.
I say, rather than a negative my year is screwed, I got it all out of the way!
Every moment that I would have had to waste being sick and tired of the world, its people, the horrible situations everywhere, all of it, I can move on from horrified and sickened by the behavior of humans, ( they need to look up the definition of human because really it would be better if they would just try to act humane), the treatment of women and children, the destruction of our world home by the greediest MF’s who ever were allowed to walk on this beautiful Earth. I have no need to hate on any of it because I spent the first 10 days hating it all.
So now I can move on to more profitable thoughts and ideas. Rather, I will speak with the great creator on the allowing of certain subhuman behavior to continue, I will raise my voice for the oppressed especially to the men on this planet who still believe that women and children are possessions and not humans and I will move to see more humans acting greater than, not less than, the human being that they are.
This year is the 9 of a cycle of 10, 2+0+1+6=9, we are finishing certain behaviors, we are stopping ignorance and violence and if you are not on board because it means you might not be the biggest, or the richest, or the prettiest or the whateverest, beware, this planet is going to be returned to its rightful owners.
2016 will be the year of the return to humanity, we will move to be a great race, living on a great planet, worshiping the great power that makes it all work. It’s not human! That’s why they call the power God, thank God!